Louise
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Post by Louise on Sept 30, 2010 10:51:53 GMT -5
Title says all.
I feel excluded from everyone all the time now, and it's really getting to me. It's getting to the point were I feel suicidal almost everyday, and I shouldn't feel that bad about something over the internet.
That said, starting in about 18 hours, I'm leaving. For a couple of days at least, anyway. I'm going to avoid all the shit that's being thrown at me and spend some time doing the things I used to love - drawing, reading, sewing, singing and playing the piano. I haven't been interested in any of it for the past 6 months - it's time to get back into it. Maybe if I take this break, maybe my life will get back on track again.
Ciao.
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Post by alex on Sept 30, 2010 11:01:10 GMT -5
You know what... I think this is a good idea. If the Internet is making you feel bad... then you need to get off. The Internet is suppose to be fun, and if it's not... then don't use it.  Go have a lot of fun with your hobbies!  |
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Post by Callie on Sept 30, 2010 18:12:03 GMT -5
Agreed with Alex. I hope you feel better, Stelle. |
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JennyxEli
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Post by JennyxEli on Sept 30, 2010 19:32:37 GMT -5
Sometimes taking breaks are a good thing, though I suck at them. xD I know how you feel, Stebie. I used to feel like this when I first came to the site, and I feel like this everyday in real life; it sucks, it really does. I have two friends in my entire school, my entire class hates me and scoffs at me, and I keep losing my best friend to the popular crowd, while my other one is sometimes dragged away by the other. =\ |
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DaughterofApollo
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Post by DaughterofApollo on Sept 30, 2010 21:18:30 GMT -5
Awww Step It's okay. I'm sorry for what's been happining. And don't worry. One day things will all even out.  |
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Louise
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Post by Louise on Oct 3, 2010 2:36:57 GMT -5
Hey guys! I feel so, so tranquil right now - nothing can hold me down. That said, I'm going to extend my internet absense for a while longer. I'll reply to RPs and stuff, but don't expect me to get friendly on the chatbox or anything. The lack of all the shit is doing me justice, and that's all that matters. The only thing that I give a rat's ass about is ME. The internet doesn't make me happy anymore, so avoidance is key. In the end, I'll come out as a better person.  |
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JennyxEli
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Post by JennyxEli on Oct 4, 2010 17:20:41 GMT -5
Um... I'm glad you're doing well, Stebie, and are much happier. Though I now feel kind of put down for some reason considering I don't know what 'this shit' is, and since 'this shit' makes me happier than reality...yeah. :? |
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Louise
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Post by Louise on Oct 4, 2010 17:40:05 GMT -5
I'd rather not discuss it, Jenny. If you feel you really must know, PM me.
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