Vent. Vent Your Heart Out.

[Louise]

Aug 15, 2011 19:38:33 GMT -5 Ashley (; said:

More rumors?

Aug 15, 2011 21:07:52 GMT -5 Emilee said:

What? O.O

My friend, Peri, has forgotten to show up at two arrangements we've made recently.

[Kitkat.]

My gerbil was really ill today, and my mum took him to the vet while we were out with my dad. He's okay, but his antibiotics and appointment cost £17. They couldn't operate, since he's pretty old for a gerbil

[Emilee]

I've been so busy lately that I'm a little run down. But I only have 4 days of summer left, and dammit, I'm going to use them.

[Ashley (;]

I got invited to the movies tomorrow by my friend Sam, but I can't go because the movie scares me.

[Emilee]

I just made one of my best friends fucking cry. I want to tear my own head off.

[Louise]

I had to go to Business class and write about how binge drinking is bad for you while intoxicated. That is what I call ironic.

[Callie]

School tomorrow. T_T

[Emmy]

i am about to explode from this stress. D:

[Ashley (;]

Oreo. Emmy.

[jessica]

Hab said goodbye today. He's leaving on Tuesday and he said that we need to hang out before he does. I was walking away an he thought I was leaving and he said,"Wait!" I turned around and he puts his arms out,"I don't get a hug?" I laughed and said I'm not leaving. He kept making efforts to stand close to me again, just like he used to when he liked me. Then later when he was about to leave and everyone was gone he said,"I need a hug since I won't see you in a while." Then he gave me a long tight hug. He seemed almost upset. "I promise I'll visit on breaks." Now I wonder why he didn't say goodbye like that to any of the others. AND school starts tomorrow.

[Ashley (;]

Jess.

This guy I met half a week ago? He already definitely likes me. But I don't know what to do because I definitely like SLB and I still might be moving. V.v But he's the cutest/popularest guy there and really nice. T_T

[Emilee]

School is depressing. I have almost no one to talk to, and there are WAY too many people. Too many people I don't like. >.>

[alex]

Okay. Uhm. WTF. I've just been dumped... I guess?

[Ashley (;]

WHAT?

[Emilee]

A major hurricane is going to hit New York City. I'm really hoping Yarek is going to be okay. I don't know what I'd do without him.

[jessica]

I've just been down the past day and a half. I keep not being able to focus on what I'm doing because I'm too lost in thought. I've just been overwhelmed lately and there too much going on. I keep finding myself lost in my own head thinking.

[Emilee]

So now Dakota is about to dump me because I'm upset about Yarek. REALLY? He might fucking DIE. How could I NOT be upset about that?

[Louise]

I think I"m coming down with something.

[Emilee]

[jessica]

Ash what do you mean? I'm feeling a little better now. But I think I might just get back into it when I try and fall asleep. We'll see I guess.

[Louise]

Noah knows what I did today, I knew I should have stolen someone's wristband to cover it. -_-

[Kitkat.]

I have heat rash, and a cold... now that's what I call irony. Plus I can't sleep because I didn't get up until late and I slept on the plane.

[jessica]

I was promised by Hab that we would hang out this weekend. He gave me a Maybe for tomorrow and promised he'd text me when he knew. I'm scared he will forget. And if he does I don't want to text him about it. So on Sunday I guess would I have a reason to be mad at him for breaking both promises (if he does) and it will give him a chance to show me how much he cares about my forgiveness. And if he doesn't care, then I'm done liking him, for good as far as I know. Because I want to see how much he really cares, just as a friend. So yeah there's a bit of the scenario that's been going through my head...

[Emmy]

school picture worries and i'm the worst drawer ever. ;_; not much to it.

[Ashley (;]

*hug*s

Good plan, Jess.

And you are NOT, Emmy. I love your drawings!

[Louise]

Well, today was eventful.

[jessica]

Turns out I was right. Hab blew me off, being completely aware that I was home doing nothing. He broke both promises in a matter of minutes, you could say. I'm not letting up that easy this time. I'm genuinely upset and pissed. And it's not just from this situation alone. It's just all of the crap adding up. And he tops it off with this? He's really gonna have to fight for my forgiveness as far as I'm concerned. No amount of sweet talk is gonna make me give in again. I can't let him think that he can just toss me around and expect me to come running back like a lost puppy. I'm gonna be crying myself to sleep for a while.

[Ashley (;]

I stayed up too late, so I was planning on quietly sneaking up to my room. Then I realized I left my iPod downstairs from when I was talking to Jess, so I had to open the creaky basement door to get it. Then my dog runs up and down the stairs with her noisy collar twice while I try to carry all my stuff up in the pitch dark. I finally make it to my room and set my stuff on my dresser, and my Zhu Zhu pets turns on and anyone in the house could have heard it squealing before it hit something and turned off.

Then my dad woke up, and I tried to run to my bed, but I couldn't find it. I love my life even if I fail in epic proportions.

[Emilee]

Instead of sneaking in like I had originally planned, I had my mom come in and buy the tickets to a movie that was rated R. She left, and Kota and I went in. 5 minutes later we got kicked out because she wasn't there with us. -.-

[Louise]

I can't do this anymore.
And there's no merlot left, so I have to face d-bag sober tomorrow.
Fuck.